Todays appointment

 Just briefly I went back to Dr.Smith today and found out alot, actually too much to remember.I knew there was alot going on with my health but didn't realize it was this much,very overwhelming! He chose to accept me as a patient and I start therapy this Wed.I can't go into much detail right now, but I pray that this helps and that there will be major improvement in 6-9 months. The cost is extensive and our insurance won't cover it at all.so unfortunately more debt.but I pray that God will provide the funds so we can go ahead and pay it very soon so we won't have to pay tons of interest .I know God isn't a big fan of debt but this is what I have been longing for.
 I have been longing for answers to a health condition that I have had since 9 months of age and other stuff that has happened the past few years.I cannot continue on the way it is right now, the pain is intense most of the time and I am constantly drained,and dealing with stomach problems.this combined with the daily stress and disappointment that I cannot be the mom God has called me to be or the wife that God has called me to be.The inability to keep up with housework is a struggle I battle daily i want a clean spotless house but I just can't do much right now and can't afford a maid.I have had enough I can't live this way anymore so I am willing to do whatever it takes and pay the cost .I just pray that my family and friends can support me in this decision to proceed with this therapy and lifestyle changes. If it all goes as the Dr,says I will be a changed person and I will feel so much better.There are those that are skeptical but I just hope I can prove to them that my new life awaits very soon.It will be a long Journey but I pray that I will come through this a whole new person with no more pain and tons of energy,peace,joy,.and a spotless house :)

Everybody have an awesome week and Thank you for your prayers
<3 ya'll
Amy